I could not have been more right when I said it felt like I was starting again.
For all my pomp and bravado, a brave face was not enough to prevent me from freezing 3 lines into my set and drawing a blank at every turn.
My cues and notes meant nothing as my memory failed me in such total entirety that I can't recall feeling like this before.
I put a lot of effort into preparing for tonight's performance, so to bottle it was deflating.
It's a matter of pure confidence and while I can't coax mine out with cookies and milk, they do aid in my recovery.
Exactly how I conjure my old self out from behind.. myself.. is anyone's guess, but I was sent a nice thought by an understanding friend.
http://www.theodore-roosevelt.com/trsorbonnespeech.html
For all my pomp and bravado, a brave face was not enough to prevent me from freezing 3 lines into my set and drawing a blank at every turn.
My cues and notes meant nothing as my memory failed me in such total entirety that I can't recall feeling like this before.
I put a lot of effort into preparing for tonight's performance, so to bottle it was deflating.
It's a matter of pure confidence and while I can't coax mine out with cookies and milk, they do aid in my recovery.
Exactly how I conjure my old self out from behind.. myself.. is anyone's guess, but I was sent a nice thought by an understanding friend.
http://www.theodore-roosevelt.com/trsorbonnespeech.html
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